hie guys, its 20min to 3am and im still blogging ;DDgng to wake up at like 6 in the morning?blah, i can wake up. (:dun really intend to slp today,so in the meantime, chatted with * and * in msn regarding * and gawsh,i felt my heart lifted!like finally i can get those things outta my heart,cos there ppl who are listening,not one but 2!1 very special people to me! ;Dthey were the ones who actually told me right from wrong,from my responsibilities in sch to being a good people who would do good to the society in the near futurei felt really blssed to have them as well, u can say clique? well that doesnt matter,i wanna keep their identity a secret sumhow, hahacos theere are negetive things i said too, ;xokays so anyways,thanks man! u helped me a lot!oh thanks joel too,he actually helped me from refraining from saying vulgarities internally,but no punishments like dave, LOL,thanks man, i felt that im so blessed being in this world.oh and i reflected on myself, andi realised,what kinda shitty son am i?i felt that i wasnt really me back then,rebelling against my dad,sticking out my tougue when he demanded respect,i was like total freak and an idiot! =(and haha i went to see the first preview of the teachers day '07 vid, well,i seriously felt how hard isit to be a teacher,sry mr ang., i dint meant to talk back to u at a point of time, well, in fact i dint even know i was talking back,anways, sry.gawd, why am i apologizing?makes me looked so pathetic! NONO!ok from now one siew beng swore to do wad he think is right and be a GOOD BOY!no more rebelling, nomore talking back, no more vulgarities!from there i shall fins my path and find more understanding of life ;D
Signed out @ 11/15/2007 02:32:00 AM