its been so long since i had this feeling. oh its coming back, yeah REAL CLOSE to me. that feeling....seems so forgotten yet unforgotten: the time when the judge announce out results.
fuck.
hate it.
that feeling when u just wanted to cry but u wanted to act brave: oh that's so me.

to NA:

yeah you guys were great, although i dint see much of u all in action cos there were too many people. i know u all did your best. =)

i hate it when i cant solve IT, especially human emotions, and comforting a person is just so not my style and im never gonna use it. i HATE it when someones comfort me, i just wanna solve things by myself, if not i am not...T^T.
i just pity them all, when i am one of them in the mess.
i cry for them but not myself,
i sacrifice for them but not for myself.

am i really too genourous? damn.

Signed out @ 7/08/2007 09:20:00 PM