i'm back from the march training camp. i don't feel like elaborating for my camp cos' my finger is hurting every keyword i'm typin.
basically i did fairly okay during my 1st and 2nd day...but today, the last day, i screwed up. and yet again, i'm not gonna elaborate. im disappointed in myself. but i just can't help it. imagine if u seniors were in my shoe just now. it hppens like this: imagina u were happily playig at the war game when suddenly a few ppl just POUNCE at you and start attacking your pockets which contains your empty plastic bags and lifelines. then they will chase u to an extend that they will push u onto the ground,RIPPING OFF your pocket, HURTING your left leg, right arm, and making your skin peel at two fingers, all of the injuries are bleeding, except your leg, which is swollen badly. HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF THIS HAPPEN To U AT ONCE IN JUST ONE stupid PUSH??then u all dont even care, like... oh just forget it...
sjab-rians do not know their srength.
idiots.
only care about themselves and i dare say some seniors do to, "all for one, one for all"?? i'd say bullshit.
they just only want one main point, not getting into those minor ones that led to the main point.
tarts.
i'm weak.
i'm currently phsically injured.
i'm currently mentally ill.
i;m not ready for the comp, why have this AC in the first place?
i;m not being pessimistic but this IS the truth.
like they are listening when u lecture them.
like tey will self study first aid.
the self footdrill training are SHIT.
and thy even dragged me along doing it with them, humiliating AC infront of othr ppl.
tarts.
.......
idiot ma'am,now i know how shao jie feels...