today there was new year celebration. tiring and lame? people are getting restless.im tired, i need a break. hmm...on second thought, nah. i wanna die without regrets next time, i do't want to regret on not helping out in the SLB.will try my very best. disappointed with 207, dammit...
in fact im disappointed on everything. what's worse is, im disappointed with my life. i mean like? until now i cannot find any single one riding the same boat with me, it's either they don't know what condition i'm in now, or they are leading a too care-free life. oh how i wished that i am one of them.
scenario:
teacher: okay class, have you all seperated yourseves into groups of five?
class: yes teacher.
teacher:okay good, now i want you all to do this homework together in your gruops, hand in by the end of lesson.
me: hey guys, we must faste do finish.
the rest of the people: aiya, don't need larh, end of lesson teacher whee got enough time to go trough, go back home then do larh.
me: eh, where can like that one,
the rest of the people: aiya if you want then you ownself do larh~
everytime it;s like that, no matte where i am. life just sucks for me, and now im worried SICK for comp teams '07. they have no sense of time management, no warries for the comp.
MY POINT: THEN WHY JOIN IN THE FIRST PLACE??YOU GUYS COULD HAVE REJECTED THEIR REQUEST UPON JOINING COMP TEAM IF YOU DONT LIKE IT~! dammit...
pot calling a kettle black....
i dont want to scold you in frnt of your face cos
1)you have a higher post than me.
2)wil my words even go into your ear?
3) im too sick and tired of you...
suddenly got this urge to just....gawd....what do you call a deppression that is worse than a what people say" TEENAGE DEEPRESION"....=.=