I"D SAY TODAYS TRAINING IS THE WORST....today had AC training, met up with sgt adam and did a little bit of full body immobilisation, lol. den at 3.30pm, sgt adam had to leave for some important thing, so we were left alone with triangular bandages and other training stuffs. our No.1 a.k.a ismail decided that the team will do first aid short case, and some fucking guy dont want to do, saying that he got som FREAKING MATHS homework....so he was the judge...u know who u are...
the case was terrible, the whole team was not serious whenever our trainer is not here, and i was like, what the fuck? can't you guys be serious? and i can name a whole list of mistakes if i wer a trainer: same old mistakes, subbed No.3 did only reassuring, not very sure what to do, No.2 slacked, and EXTRA not serious, No.1 was smiling while diagnosing,lots and lots and lots of small talk....and i was like?? what?? where is sgt adam? oh my fucking god help mi please? countless times i told them to be serious but who did they treat me as? a real Super loser? taking advantage of my good side? let me get this straight guys, u won't like it when i got pissed, trust me.
back to my point, someon don't want to do case and why?? this is what he said," homework is more important than comp team, i want to focus more on my studies than comp team, this is my piority." HEY JACKASS~! do u know wad are u saying? U ARE IN AC1 MIND U~! and let m tell u this, at that time the whole team DO NOT LIKE YOUR ATTITUDE AND WAD YOU THOUGHT OF COMP TEAM OKAY~! if this was your piority, u should have QUITTED the comp team LOOOONNNNGGGG ago. why are u still burdening us? seriously, WE are pissed, and i bet if ma'am sock were there and heard what u said, wha do you think might happen to you? U ARE A SELFISH BASTARD FREAK~! All of our grades dropped, and we were prepared for it, if not, at least we have half a mind on temporary giving up on studies for COMP TEAM DO YOU GET IT?? ismail did not do homework, and u nagged at him and ask him why he never do, DO U KNOW WHT IS HIS TRUE REASON?? BECOSE OF COMP TEAM~! he do not have enough time to do it, and we are damn tired after trainings, unlike YOU~! who doesn't give your 100%, still can do HOMEWORK AT NIGHT. HELLO~!? YOU THERE?we are not like you staying up late DOING HOMEWROK and be late for mornig training UDUH!!!!!
today's training really suck-ed,right now, seeing all of you guys, i really want to quit comp teams already...why aren't you guys committed to AC1?? u know today i've just realised that i have forgotten and SKIPPED my morning duty just because of morning training?what the hell have god done to me? i really felt that i might already have negetive opinions on me by some seniors. and today, iv'e skipped my important SL meeting just for the training, and what u guys did? omg...if only i can turn back time....iv'e missed a lot of things on S.W.A.T and i really felt that i have IMPROVED ON COMP TEAM, but DEPROVING on my "career" as an SL and my studies...is my life really should be like that? if so, why did god chose me....
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