just came back from sch, yeah its late i know, but what can i do?? haiix...
having a bad mood lately and i just can't find the reason why, haven't been smiling nor laughing lately....and i don't know why again..my health is detoriating too, skipping meals for trainings..
this comp team is seriously........i just don't know what to say...and i really owe the SLB a really big thank you for undestanding me, on why i skipped general meetings and most of all SWAT meetings, and i haven't even told miss kuck on the project on the forum for the SLs. haiix....how bad i have been? they are continuously backing me up, while i'm just dependin on them.

TO ALL SLs OUT THERE: im very very very sorry okay? especially my swat members, i've not been going on most meetings often and i hope u can really undertand wad condition i'm in now..to tell you guys, i also don't like what i'm going through now, waking up early in the morning for trainings, skipping recess for recess duties, can only have a light lunch because got trainings in the afternoons, and also skipping dinner because i will only be back at 8.30pm, the most can only eat cup noodle and this routine have been continuing from the start of the year. sacrificing my meals, i really hope that AC1 can bring glory to SJAB. i want to win the trophy, i really want it, so my up-coming juniorscan look up to us thinking,"woah...sjab so good...got champion for zonal and nationals, i must be like them..."

yeah my life is miserable but hey, life goes on....

Signed out @ 1/19/2007 09:58:00 PM